Streaming in and out of conscious thought
Screaming inside - out tongue tied knot.
As feelings faded
For the one I left behind
Our bond dissipated
We fell apart:
Searching for a brand new start...
I see you through hazel eyes
Green, gold, and wise.
You - full of force
On the brink of
an emotional divorce.
Your mind is narrow,
I pick at it like marrow.
Your words get caught
Between my lips-
Romanticizing innocence
Of a first kiss...
anticipating Bliss.
You pull me close:
grip my hips
I pull away
leave lust for another day.
Our emotions are aligned:
Laughter perfectly timed.
In the privacy of your place
Our thoughts begin to race.
In public you hold my hand
I let you be in Command
You believe I'm in your grasp.
Im practicing restraint*
You couldnt make me relapse.
In bed you hold me close
You watch me sleep
Like a blooming rose.
You dont know how much
I want to run-
Drift off into the sun.
Love or infatuation?
Something above
is assessing the situation.
Let me drift along the stream
Into your steady arms
Out of an ephemeral dream.
XOXO ~ Crystal
