Human Beings have their flaws.
We have our scars
Too difficult to hide.
And relationship roller coasters
We choose not to ride.
I lost a child at 24
Don't have it me to lose
One more.
To Be a wife
Was never a goal::
To have my identity
Swallowed whole.
No thank you!
Its hard to trust
My heart these days.
So I sit in the shadows
Avoiding the rays.
Accepting what could never be.
Basking only in
My born again
Virginity.
Its not an easy path -
Letting go of wrath.
Holding on to
Anything sacred.
Scared to death
Of losing my breath.
Choosing acceptance over
Vengeance.