Thursday, September 4, 2008

JEALOUSY - a *short* poem

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.
~*OSCAR WILDE

I cordially dedicate this to all the haters & fake friends who have entered & exited my life - there are too many to name - my message here is- if you think you hurt me, the truth is, you have done me a favor- obviously you couldn't live up to my standards so you had to remove yourselves from my life.

To clarify: men who just want to f*ck me & dont care about getting to know me- I already have a guy who cares for me deeply & other men who are my true friends - Females who feel threatened by me- I dont know why, I treat everyone the SAME, Im assuming its more your problem than mine, so deal with it.

I dont ask a lot from "friends" - have a good heart, be sincere, kind, & intelligent - think for yourself & dont follow people into the darkness -

I give so much of myself in personal relationships so naturally, I've gotten pickier in order to preserve some QUALITY over quantity - its nothing personal of course, simply a matter of opinion - if you cannot see my positive messages in my writing or in the way I respect all peoples opinions even if they differ from mine- then its best we cut ties, again, nothing personal...

At this point, Im not putting effort into salvaging relationships that NEVER began or fell apart - there is only so much energy we must RESERVE for ourselves, those who really know me, understand this.

Jealousy is YOUR problem
NOT mine:

Your "insecurity" should
Be a crime.

When your bitterness eats
You up inside.

There's nowhere for you to
Hide.

So you project your fears
Onto me-

I refuse to participate in
YOUR self pity-

If you believe I'm weak for
Speaking my mind

I suggest you try it
Sometime

That is if you have anything
Important to say-

My intelligence can out
Wit you any day.

I see right through the
Bull shit!

That's why I keep going
I refuse to QUIT!!!!

Have a nice LIFE;-)
XoXo C*

Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go.
OSCAR WILDE